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endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection




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my computer crashed on me

today's damn freaky. cos my COMPUTER CRASHED. hard drive failure or something. but thankfully, my dad had a spare hard drive and i managed to reinstall xp within an afternoon. i have VERY FEW programmes in my computer now. haha how loser. aye you know this is the 5th time my hard drive has failed on me?! it's always ME leh. so i'm quite pro at changing master and slave drives. got my x-master in my slave now. sucha relief that my files are still there. woah if not my RS would have been gone.

bike training was okay. quite fun actually. although my asthma is like killing me. i keep on feeling like i'm going to get a heart attack. maybe my hard drive failure was foreshadowing future heart failure. moohaha. who knows man? who knows...

the asthma is freaky. when i'm stressed and just sitting down, my chest suddenly feels constricted. so i think if i get a heart attack or something, i'll blame the school :D

pam's gone. scandalous girl. ahha. oh well maybe it's better with her gone. cos then i miss her. hahaha. if not she's just one hell of an irritating sis. i guess that's why we're "sisters" right?

anw back to training... we did a semi time trial. but semi because the pot insisted that it was only "training". which is amazing, cos he was screaming at me from his car window to go faster. ahhahaha. the pot is funny (: i managed to be stable today while getting off my bike. although the pot still criticized me. ahha you know what? i realise that EVERY single bike training, someone will tease me for my idiotic way of getting off my bike. wahliewsss. you so smart then teach me lor! seriously, i need someone to teach me. ahhaha.

got a "valentines' day present" after training. HAHAHAHA so funny. but i was angsty so i threw it onto the ground. ain't i so heartless? believe me, if you were angsty you wld've thrown it to the ground as well.

lots and lots of homework. i am becoming a shit slacker. but only because my weekend has been jampacked and my recent frequent asthma attacks have told me to relax more. so that is what i am trying to do. been really stressed out lately.

seb has just told me that i look like a filipino maid............. -.-" sian says my friends are weird. ahhahaha.

hello there,
the angel from my nightmare
the shadow in the background of the morgue

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you